loneliness

I feel lonely. I am lonely although I am surrounded by people. It is loneliness that no single person can fill. I am trapped by my own restrictions, decisions, thoughts, dreams and wishes. Having troubles breathing deep an sound. Something is changing inside of me. I am not able to see what is happening but this feeling makes me somehow sad.

At the end fo the day every one of us is alone. The only way to live a happy life is to set yourself and people around you free. I know this very well but it is not that easy in practise. I cannot have everything. I cannot make everyone around me happy. It is more than enough to try to live my life so that I can be happy. More than enough.

I am feeling heavy inside. Things have to forward.