No one ever said it would be this hard.

I remember my 22nd birthday. I remember how lonely I felt being in Finland, far away from home, my friends, my life. During those days, Sanna was by my side. I remember me listening to coldplay’s “the scientist” time after time, unknown it would become my very own story.

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let’s go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

I still believe.