with arms wide open. i have hardly ever been that confident about my future, because i feel what i do is what my heart wants me to do. a path has become clearly visible and i´m ready and willing to walk that path. taking the right path in your life can make all the difference…
Read morecalling all angels. 4 moons to come and to go. i´ll be leaving austria on wednesday, august 1st 6.20 am, flying to frankfurt, germany – from there on to helsinki, finland. it´s been nearly 5 weeks since i saw sanna, my girlfriend, the last time and through the time of seperation and in a way…
Read moreone love. one life. me and tommy went to vienna yesterday. it was a long planned trip to see u2 on their “elevation” tour and besides that just a great occasion to spend some time with my best friend. i still can´t believe how perfect it went. it took us barely 2 3/4 hours to…
Read moreone moment in time. i terribly miss her, even now, with just 9 days to pass till i´m flying to finland, it seems like ages. in a way i´d want to take the very next flight to helsinki, take the train for another 3 hours and be on her doorstep by tomorrow. sanna´d probably freak…
Read moretwo hearts. beating for each other. this feeling of being complete makes me happy inside out. it´s only a couple of more days till i can see you again, till i can hold you again and believe me i´ve missed holding you more than anything else i´ve ever missed in my life. When the night…
Read morethe great beyond. when i woke up today the first thing i saw was ray of light going straight trough the leafs on the tree in front of my room window. a straight way from the sun to me, to my heart – something that makes it even more worth to wonder about the miracle…
Read moreriver of dreams. the last two days were good. if i could define happiness for myself, i´d say i´m very happy at the moment. once your dreams & wishes and passions are given back to you, you can start to live again. i do think, that visions are the most important things in life. if…
Read moreif god will send his angels. calm inside. i´ve found my inner peace once again, just by thinking of the people i love. i´m thinking of sanna who has conquered my heart and soul in the blink of an eye. i´m thinking of my granddad, who´d hopefully be proud about what i have done so…
Read morein memoriam of oscar schindler. who, day per day, reminds me of the fact, that courage, strenght & will is timeless. “I hated the brutality, the sadism, and the insanity of Nazism. I just couldn’t stand by and see people destroyed. I did what I could, what I had to do, what my conscience told…
Read morei have a dream. yesterday was special in some way. it feels that i did what my heart told me to do, regardless of the difficulties it may cause. i feel happy and relieved cause one of dreams is about to come true, i feel thankful for my boss for being allowed to base my…
Read morewith arms wide open. looking up to the stars makes me feel small. smaller than anything else in this world. what makes me feel small too, is the endless miracle of life. Watch the stars, and from them learn. To the Master’s honor all must turn, each in its track, without a sound, forever tracing…
Read morefull moon rising. a magic light glows in my room. it´s wonderful to see the shape of a coming full moon appearing and disappearing behind the clouds. it´s wonderful to be alive and to be given a life. may it sometimes be hard to be yourself, always be thankful to be given a chance. i…
Read morecolorblind. i listened to the wind in the tree in front of my window last night. amazing. in a way it felt as if i was the only still spot while the world continued to turn. i believe.
Read moreThere’s so many different worlds So many different suns And we have just one world But we live in different ones [Brothers in arms, Dire Straits] The pain makes me stronger. I know the world out there has so much more to give me, if I´m willing to see the beauty of everyday´s little details….
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