what if I missed you

and after the big decisions are made, there are thousand little ones to make. i’ll have to choose how i want to say goodbye to the country i called home for nearly 1 1/2 years. when i go back home now, i do know how much i have changed, how small the world has suddenly become to me and how good it feels to be standing on your own feet. i am afraid of going back to that new and yet so old world of mine, but in the back of my head i know it was the right decision to make.

i believe.